What i wanna say

Ya know what.. Drama is everywhere.

You don't have to turn on the TV to watch the dramas haha

I don't know what's going on actually..

But lately, there are lots of dramas 'ON AIR' right now..

Geez, enough with the drama already..

Hypocrite la.. Fake la.. whatever !

Most of us are FAKE ! deal with it !

 Even I can't stand with the fake ones but I still can DEAL WITH IT.

Sometimes, we have to act fake. Tipula kalau tak pernah 'ACT FAKE' depan orang lain.

We have to be hypocrite sometimes so we can take care of others' feelings.

Yeah, we have to be hypocrite eventhough it hurts our own feelings.

JUST STOP WITH THE DRAMA !

Can't we just get along ?!

Oh wait, yeah, we can't get along with people because different people, different interests.

When people hurt my feelings, I'll just suck it up ! Why can't you do the same, guys ?

SUCK IT UP !

We can't please everyone. Even when we think what we're doing is right, there'll be some people blame us for what we're doing. Hurt by what we've done.

we CAN'T please everyone.

SO SUCK IT UP !!!!

Look, when someone hurt my feelings, yes, I'll be in a bad mood. But just for a while. Not all day LONG !!! & I will JUST shut up. I'm not going to do "Oh, I am not in mood'" face. I'll just keep quiet.

& I will not yell at other people when they ask "what's going on ? who hurt you ?".. because I know they care about me.. that is why they ask that kind of questions to me.

I hate it when I ask "what happen?" to people who is not in a good mood & they'll just mad at me back.

Letting out their anger at me. 

Hey, FUCK YOU ! Even kau nak marah pun, kau tak payah la lepas kan geram kau tu kat aku.

I just ask that question bukannye trying to be busy body.. but I wanna show you that I CARE about you, friends. 

Ugh, This is my fucking long rant ! Hell yeah. Feel free to bash me.. ^^

I love getting bash on !~

My real home, Kelantan

Once I arrived at my house.. my eyes went like this -> O.O

"wow, this place has changed so much since last time I came here " I thought

Yeah, we're moving to Kelantan next year.. So this is MY REAL HOME. :)

Ta da !! My real house ! hehe

Okay, that tent is for my sister's wedding..

Okay, this is my room.. I mean me and my sister's room.

My bed... the one at the back ! Near that latop haha

Soon to be MY bedroom hehe

No, this is not the store.. haha this is my brothers' room !! yeah messy room indeed.

Clean it up, bros ! (p/s: that is my bro playing LOTR :P)

1st Living room.

2nd Living room.

This is where we watch TV. basically, this is like the 3rd Living room.

The kitchen ! Where my family gather to have our breakfast, lunch and dinner :)

Me & my sister's baju raya haha

Stumble across this :

http://winglin.net/fanfic/minjiO1/

yes, I've become a 'fan-fic' maniac lately. I've been reading few After School fan fics :p

Most fan fics I've read - Kahi is the 'man' or she is the 'appa'.

But I've stumbled across the fan fic up there ^^

That is the first fan fic that Kahi is actually the girl haha.

She's not a guy. She is not the 'appa'. She is the girl who's fallin' inlove with a GUY ! hehe

Okay, the author is not the fast updater. The fan fic is still at Chapter 2.

I am waiting for Chapter 3. hehe

I love Nishikido Ryo x Kahi pairing ! They look cute together eventhough Ryo is kinda short :p

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So many people wondering, why sometimes I love to write/talk in English.

Yeah, my english is bad but why ?

To be honest, I am not try to be cocky about my english or like 'hey, bitch, look. I can talk in English'. NO

I, sometimes write/talk in english because.......

I am obsessed with english language. I try my best to improve my english. Learn new english words.

I am jealous of people who can talk english fluently. Who knows lots of english words.

In order to NOT become jealous, I try to write/talk in english as much as I can so I can improve my english.

I always jealous of my brother who knows english very well. Whenever he talks in english, whenever he tries to annoy me with his perfect english, I always feel like.. 'shit ! how come he knows english so well, meanwhile I don't'

To tell you the truth, I am super dumb in english. Seriously. I act like I know english just to please myself. 

How I wish I am good in english. sigh.