a little honesty

a little honesty

"” Don’t Hold Your Breath ” by Nicole Scherzinger

This song explain simply what I felt and what was going on inside after all this time.  

This isn’t about a boyfriend heartbreak, this is about giving everything you had to the someone’s or something’s and facing the consequences of being taken advantage of.

I just felt that you guys needed some honesty.

I’m so thankful for those who truly cared about me and for those who still do.

I just needed to let it out guys.  Believe me, I loved performing and still do but there are things that I could never explain…

When they tell you that you’re not enough. That you quite don’t meet their standards yet. Fuck it. You don’t need that kind of negativity.

In the end it’s about being happy with who you are and what truly is important to you.  That in the end, whatever they want from you isn’t important. 

it’s about you.

peace, love & God Bless

-b

ps: yes. i just swore. haha i’m not perfect."

When I heard the news that shes graduating from After School, my heart was torn into pieces. Rebekah Kim. She was my bias. I love her MORE than Kahi, JungAh, Sooyoung, Juyeon, Uie, Raina, Nana, Lizzy & E-young. 

The day that she said shes leaving After School & Korea.. I know that there is something fishy going on here.. & then BOOM ! she told us the truth.

The truth that I can never forget how bastard some people is. How this world has become so stupid. 

To know that all the girls put a fake smile especially Bekah during the graduation photo shoot..

To know that Kahi was hurting during their last fan meet with Bekah..

To know that pledisboss pretending that his r/ship with Bekah is just fine..

Damnit !! All i want is to see my favourite idol performing ! :'( 

Today, I shed a few tears yet again. It is so painful to bear with all these. Yes, I'm a kpop freak, thats why I am like this. Deal with it.

"If you think I'm coming back, dont hold your breath"

She is not coming to After School. No, she is not. I gotta start believing the truth.

I hope someday she'll comeback with a solo album. She deserves the recognition that she didn't get it during After School days.

I miss the old After School. I miss their AH, DIVA & BOY days.. Those days were the glorious days for After School & Playgirlz/boyz. With original members in it.. with Bekah in it. ahh, good days. Now the good days already gone. & I think Kahi has losing her control towards After School. No more fierce After School. We don't see that anymore. 

Bekah's recent tumblr post has open my eyes. All this long, I thought Pledis is a good company. Better than SMEnt.. but actually, Pledis is just the same like SM. Or maybe even worse than SM. Pledis is not good at marketing the girls. That is why After School is getting worse. Even their concepts are getting worse. I feel like I wanna give up from being a playgirlz.. but I just can't.. Too many memories with them since 2009. Too many memories with Bekah :'(

I miss the old After School. The real korean pussycatdolls.

blink once

"I wish I could disappear and never come back 

I wish I was born & raised @ another country

I never like this feelings lately

Luckily Kpop can make me forget all the things that keep bugging around me"

I miss her

Up until now, I still can't let her go..

Rebekah Kim T_T

No, I am not lesbian. I am a straight girl who think of Bekah as her IDOL and I am a fan of her artworks. not more than that. -_-

Plus I have a caring boyfriend :P

Recently, she has been updating what she is up to :

Look how amazing her artworks ! I envy her talents ! She can rap, sing, dance, compose & draw ! I wish I have your talents, B.

I keep repeating this video these past few days :

After School Bekah Vocals

T_T

I want her to comeback to After School.

Ma Aptha Skul wont be complete without her !!

Alright, talking about drawing.. 

The urge for me to draw is keep boiling up ! Urgh !

I might be making a new comic book !

Yeah, when I was 11 or 12, I love to make comic book. :)

Hmm, I've been thinking to make a comic book specially about After School !

but its gonna be quite tough..

well, I'll try to do it anyway :)

I hope my drawing skills is not getting rusty..

Aja aja hwaiting !

lets get cranky !

hello KK

yup currently @ Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

Grace Ville Condo, Sembulan to be exact.

Near Sutera Harbour.

Okay, today I suppose to go to Karamunsing. Got job interview.. but

as usual.. mom didnt let me go work at this age.

she still doesnt trust me until now. hmm.

anyway,

since on jan, we'll be moving back to west malaysia T_T 

i will try to capture photos as many as possible everytime I go out around KK.

Little Update

I just arrived from Kelantan. Yeah, here I am..

At this very ATTRACTIVE college by myself.

I took bus from Kelantan to KL.

I had to seat on that bus for 11 freaking hours !

Yup, my butt was all numb ! haha

Departured @ 9PM

Arrived @ 8AM

Nah, I was not alone. I was with my mom & my lil brother. 

We went to my aunt's house @ Gombak for a quick shower & had a lil breakfast.

Played a lil with my cousin, Adlil Khaleeq. Aww, he is so damn cute. Bet he is gonna be super hot when he is all grown up.

Then around 11:30 AM..

HERE I AM. at the college.

-_-

I miss my family already.

My goal, I want to get that 3 pointer back no matter how hard the papers are !

But my sister told me to aim higher than 3.

She asked me to aim for 3.5 and up.

-_-

how am I gonna get that ?

Question marks all the way.

Okay, fine, I'll aim higher sis, hope I can get that 3.5

I'll try my hardest for finals.

What i wanna say

Ya know what.. Drama is everywhere.

You don't have to turn on the TV to watch the dramas haha

I don't know what's going on actually..

But lately, there are lots of dramas 'ON AIR' right now..

Geez, enough with the drama already..

Hypocrite la.. Fake la.. whatever !

Most of us are FAKE ! deal with it !

 Even I can't stand with the fake ones but I still can DEAL WITH IT.

Sometimes, we have to act fake. Tipula kalau tak pernah 'ACT FAKE' depan orang lain.

We have to be hypocrite sometimes so we can take care of others' feelings.

Yeah, we have to be hypocrite eventhough it hurts our own feelings.

JUST STOP WITH THE DRAMA !

Can't we just get along ?!

Oh wait, yeah, we can't get along with people because different people, different interests.

When people hurt my feelings, I'll just suck it up ! Why can't you do the same, guys ?

SUCK IT UP !

We can't please everyone. Even when we think what we're doing is right, there'll be some people blame us for what we're doing. Hurt by what we've done.

we CAN'T please everyone.

SO SUCK IT UP !!!!

Look, when someone hurt my feelings, yes, I'll be in a bad mood. But just for a while. Not all day LONG !!! & I will JUST shut up. I'm not going to do "Oh, I am not in mood'" face. I'll just keep quiet.

& I will not yell at other people when they ask "what's going on ? who hurt you ?".. because I know they care about me.. that is why they ask that kind of questions to me.

I hate it when I ask "what happen?" to people who is not in a good mood & they'll just mad at me back.

Letting out their anger at me. 

Hey, FUCK YOU ! Even kau nak marah pun, kau tak payah la lepas kan geram kau tu kat aku.

I just ask that question bukannye trying to be busy body.. but I wanna show you that I CARE about you, friends. 

Ugh, This is my fucking long rant ! Hell yeah. Feel free to bash me.. ^^

I love getting bash on !~

My real home, Kelantan

Once I arrived at my house.. my eyes went like this -> O.O

"wow, this place has changed so much since last time I came here " I thought

Yeah, we're moving to Kelantan next year.. So this is MY REAL HOME. :)

Ta da !! My real house ! hehe

Okay, that tent is for my sister's wedding..

Okay, this is my room.. I mean me and my sister's room.

My bed... the one at the back ! Near that latop haha

Soon to be MY bedroom hehe

No, this is not the store.. haha this is my brothers' room !! yeah messy room indeed.

Clean it up, bros ! (p/s: that is my bro playing LOTR :P)

1st Living room.

2nd Living room.

This is where we watch TV. basically, this is like the 3rd Living room.

The kitchen ! Where my family gather to have our breakfast, lunch and dinner :)

Me & my sister's baju raya haha

Stumble across this :

http://winglin.net/fanfic/minjiO1/

yes, I've become a 'fan-fic' maniac lately. I've been reading few After School fan fics :p

Most fan fics I've read - Kahi is the 'man' or she is the 'appa'.

But I've stumbled across the fan fic up there ^^

That is the first fan fic that Kahi is actually the girl haha.

She's not a guy. She is not the 'appa'. She is the girl who's fallin' inlove with a GUY ! hehe

Okay, the author is not the fast updater. The fan fic is still at Chapter 2.

I am waiting for Chapter 3. hehe

I love Nishikido Ryo x Kahi pairing ! They look cute together eventhough Ryo is kinda short :p

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So many people wondering, why sometimes I love to write/talk in English.

Yeah, my english is bad but why ?

To be honest, I am not try to be cocky about my english or like 'hey, bitch, look. I can talk in English'. NO

I, sometimes write/talk in english because.......

I am obsessed with english language. I try my best to improve my english. Learn new english words.

I am jealous of people who can talk english fluently. Who knows lots of english words.

In order to NOT become jealous, I try to write/talk in english as much as I can so I can improve my english.

I always jealous of my brother who knows english very well. Whenever he talks in english, whenever he tries to annoy me with his perfect english, I always feel like.. 'shit ! how come he knows english so well, meanwhile I don't'

To tell you the truth, I am super dumb in english. Seriously. I act like I know english just to please myself. 

How I wish I am good in english. sigh.

Stupid weekend

Beach activity smalam mmg membosankan bg aku. I don't know why.. maybe because the games.. it was too old fashion. I have no mood to join all the 'fun' for entire day. and bebudak sem 3 nampak.. open sikit maybe. I don't like it much.. thats why I stay away from the seaa :p haha i've become close-minded lately.. :p

oh yeah, I lost my phone :( My pink LG phone (Lollipop GD360). I am so sorry dad for being so careless. :( You bought the phone for me eventhough my SPM result.. was so damn bad :( Please don't be dissapointed with me.. I never thought I'll lost that phone :(
Whoever stole my phone, I hope you'll die in pain ! I will never forgive you. Never.

9th July 2011, detik bersejarah buat rakyat2 Malaysia :) So sad can't join the rally (BERSIH 2.0). I've seen many people from different races, religions holding hands together fight for our right ! Ugh, I hope Najib and konco2 die will go down soon. We'll see the next election. He'll go down for sure if die tk insaf2 lagi. How can he bought cincin bernilai 25 ribu/juta for his wife gune duit tax rakyat ?! so unbelievable. To whoever yang tak suke aku sokong bersih, just shut up. I have right to support ape yg aku suke. Aku tak support Ambiga.. tapi aku support Bersih 2.0. I want clean election. Jgn ckp aku sokong bersih 2.0 maksudnye aku sokong ambiga.. NO aku just support Bersih 2.0 and parti pembangkang. That's all. It's okay to support Bersih 2.0 walaupun ketue die non-muslim. As long as bende tu untk kebaikan, it's okay. I will salute A. Samad Said and Aunty Anne forever. True horoes indeed.

Up and Down

Well this week.. It's a bitter sweet week ? hehe. It's nice that we've told people that we're *ehem ehm*.. and it's sad that.. I found out she's moving out. It's okay though, that's her choice hehe. Can't stop her. Maybe she's not comfortable staying here. Who knows ? :) As long as she's happy.. I'm happy :) It's not like she's living the college for good.

Last Friday, :'(
Bekah is leaving After School.. Yeah, she's leaving for good this time. She is my favourite After School member. I like her because she is so friendly and the way she talks in Korean is so cute. Yeah she's american-korean. For her, Korean is not her first language. She's still learning Korean language and the culture. It's sad that she's leaving Korea before she can fully 'embrace' her own culture.... before she can talk Korean fluently.
The reason she's leaving - Unknown.
Pledis (Her company) said she wanted to pursue her REAL dream.. and that is.. become a Designer. Yeah, she's very talented at drawing. She always doodle something whenever she feels bored. :) I've seen her artworks before and I know she can be a very awesome designer.. She said she wanted to design After School's album in the future.. aww how sweet she is :')

BUT!

I don't think that is the main reason she's leaving. No.. Bekah is not the type who will LEAVE after school members(especially Kahi) just like that. No. There's something fishy going on. Before Pledis announced her withdrawal from the group, Kahi, Jungah, Jooyeon, Lizzy.. tweeting something weird. Jungah is like trying to told us that someone lied to them.
After I do the math, reading all their tweets..
Me and other fans think that Avex lied to the girls. Avex is a very BIG company at Japan. The girls signed the contract under Avex (they are planning to debut at Japan so they must find a company that can help them.. so they chose Avex) Before this, Avex already make some BIG problem.. and that was.. spliting the DBSK members.
Okay, I think Bekah is leaving because Avex make her. Pledis has lost control of the Girls because.. pledis is just a small company compared to Avex.
After Pledis announced Bekah's withdrawal.. Avex suddenly said that they will make an audition for Japanese Girls to join After School. CLEARLY there's something fishy here.
Bekah's leaving After School a month before their Japanese debut and two months before After School Originals set to debut. Bekah already recorded all the songs. If Bekah wants to leave, why not leave BEFORE she recorded all the songs ?!
Avex set a few traps to the girls. Avex used Namie Amuro to get After School. I think Avex got a lil grudge to SNSD because SNSD didnt pick them.. they picked UniversalMusic instead. Most of SM artists are under Avex but SNSD.. who can give them a lot of money went to UniversalMusic. Avex must be a lil pissed that their BIG income has gone. Avex decided to add 1 japanese girl in the group so AS will gain more fame. If they add the girl, then AS will be 10 members group. They don't want that. They want AS to be 9 members group so it's gonna be the same like SNSD.. They thought by kicking bekah, it'll be all good.
To be honest Avex, kicking Bekah is a BAD move !! Bekah is really talented. I think she's even more talented than Kahi herself. You kicking out this girl.. means you're in a big trouble. I want my old AS !! Fuck you Avex ! Fuck you..

Its been a long time

It has been quite a long time I never update my blog. Well, yeah, I've been busy with my college life. Class from 9 am until 6 pm. Attending the classes is tiring okay :( Luckily the lecs never give us TOO many assignments.. but to be honest, I think this semester gonna be the most tiring semester ever. I thought semester 2 was tiring but heck no ! Semester 3 is way more tiring. It's like I've been living in hell :(

So, this semester I get to learn new subjects. Like Cost Accounting and Law. Okay, seriously, I don't even know what is Law. I've attended Law class twice already but still don't know what the purpose we learn this subject. I don't know what the hell law is.. what the contracts are all about.. what is section 3.. The lec was so fast ! I mean she teaches us very very very fast. First, she was teaching us Chapter 1, then 30 mins after that, she moves on to another chapter. Dude ! 30 mins for Chapter 1 ?! I know its only the INTRO of Law but heck ! why so fast ? When the lec said "am I going to fast?".. all the students said "No!" -_- dude, she is going too damn fast ! No need to lie -_- well, its true that her class is boring and make us so damn sleepy and everybody wanna end the class early but HECK ! she's TOO FAST ! I can't even catch up -_-
Another boring class, BEL. Look, I love English but the lec makes me feel like I wanna throw up whenever I hear English Language. I'm sorry but its the truth, the class is boring. Nothing interesting. Hope she can make the subject more interesting instead of making us fall asleep.

Okay, enough with those boring subjects. Now, I wanna talk a lil bit with what's going on with my life. I've been ignoring someone this past few days. I feel so freakin' guilty about it but.. I think its the best thing to do for now. Let everything cool down. I mean, the person im trying to avoid has changed so much ! I wanna be friends with this person like last semester. I would love to hang out with this person again. but this person attitude.. completely changed. :( Make me feel sad a lil bit. Everytime I see this person, I feel so awkward. Hey person, do you remember when the last time we hang out ? I wanna be friends with you again. Good old times.

Btw, I made a twitter and tumblr account just for Malaysian After School's fans. www.twitter.com/AfterSchoolMY and www.afterschoolmas.tumblr.com
Hmm, as I expected, After School is not that famous among Malaysian KPOP fans. Oh well, hope more malaysians notice their talents.

Alright, thats all for now :]

Don't be so cruel

"Assalamualaikum and a very good afternoon to ladies and gentlemen . Our flight is currently ready for boarding . We would like to call passengers from row 30 until 20 to board first ."

"Thank you for your coorporation . Now we would like to call passngers from row 10 until 19 to board the plane ."

"Thank you very much , now passengers from row 1 until 10 may enter the plane . "

My seat was 7F.. So, I was among the last passengers to board the plane. I hate to be the last ! LOL
On my way to board the plane, there was this old lady carrying a heavy bag.. She was struggling a lil bit carrying it.. but NO ONE tried to help her. Ugh, I hate people who ignore the elders. In the end, I went to her and tried to help her but she just smiled and said "Thank you very much young lady, but I think I can carry this by myself" awwww, I PITY HER ! shes old but no one even dare to help her.. they just watched and do nothing about it!
HELLO ! Helping is a good thing to do ! I know you're rich and all that but that doesnt mean you can ignore the elders. Oh COME ON ! What happen to 1Malaysia ?! Geez.

*Sigh*

Things did not go very well for me :/
Finals . Dilemma . Stress . Only God knows how stressful I am nowadays /Sigh

Random Things 4

• A person who smokes a pack of cigarettes a day, will lose an average of two teeth, every ten years!

• If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib!

• Your body contains enough iron to make a small nail!

• Womens' hearts beat faster than mens' ! 

• The number of bacteria in your mouth, is greater than the number of people in the world!

• About 4 million children die each year, from inhaling smoke from indoor cooking fires!

• A new game was invented. It was called Gentlemen Only Ladies Forbidden. And thus, the word GOLF entered the English language!

• The colder the room you sleep in, the better the chances are that you'll have a bad dream!

Tired because of ?

I feel so tired today. /Sigh
No , not because I didn't get enough rest . 
No , not because I was studying like hell last night .


I feel so damn tired because.... I overslept LOL ! 
I need to exercise but damn ! Too lazy . -.-
Tired because my body needs some exercise ! Needs some action ! LOL no not action like THAT action :P


Oh god, finals in 2 weeks.. but still didn't prepare for it . I am not ready for finals but I am ready to go home LOL
I feel like wanna pack all my stuff and leave this place ASAP ! Its been like a month never see my parents LOL


Hmm, I was checking out my twitter.. And then BAM ! David Archuleta twitted "Found a Malaysian restaurant and had some really tasty food for a late dinner" It's good to know that he likes our food. :) Hmm, David, Y are you so cute ?! I wanna pinch ur cheeks so badly lol :) (Mind my inner fangirl)


Today, I checked on Allkpop. 2 articles that make me go wild for a moment ! Big Bang released Love Song MV and Block B reveals MV for Just Stop + releases Do you wanna B? EP :)
Don't know why people keep on hating on Block B. Just because their boss, Cho PD insulted GD so many times (and suddenly praised GD for his talent), doesn't mean the boys deserve all the hates ! Just hate Cho PD -.-
About Big Bang new MV, Love Song MV, eventhough the MV is pretty simple, The guys dressed up nicely and they only shot the MV at one place, but I think it's a pretty cool mv :) We need more MVs like that !
Anyway, now I am waiting for After School's comeback :D Pledis revealed that the girls will be making a comeback this late April.. Yay ! finally, they're making a comeback with ALL MEMBERS !! but damn ! late april ?! why must late april ? :( Exams .. :(


Oh btw, finally.. I became an admin for AfterSchoolBlaze on twitter ^-^
Follow www.twitter.com/afterschoolblaze if you wanna know more about After School boys that will debut anytime soon :D 

Random Things 3

• Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.

• That 'fuckup' kid in your class that remain the teacher to give some homework :/

• I love that moment when i've prove the teacher are wrong ;)

• I cried because I had no shoes;Till I saw a man with no feet. Life is full of blessings.Sometimes we're just too blind to see them.

• True friend is someone who will support you even if it hurts their own interest. They give without expecting anything in return.

• I’m not proud of my mistakes. But I’m proud cause I can learn from my mistakes. They’ve made me a better person.

• fake tan, fake eyes, fake hair, fake nails... bitch are you sure ur not made in china? =) 

• Fighting to stay awake in class but at lunch you're wide awake -___-

• NOT all GOODBYES are bad..DON'T you like it when the teacher says, "GOODBYE CLASS."...

• Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand.

• Don't worry about what people say behind your back. They're the ones who find faults in your life instead of fixing their own life

Cool

        Palestin
      Tunisia
         Libya
         Yemen
       Bahrain
    Algeria
      Egypt
        Pakistan
            Jordan
         Iran


Ty to my sister for showing me this video -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRipa6KII-0

It's true what he said.. don't make a judgement tooooooooo quickly. :)

Gratitude

After watching this video -> http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150173606256449
make me realized that.. how selfish I am..
I never ever grateful. Never. All I do is keep complaining and complaining and complaining.

"In life, it is not happiness that makes us grateful, but gratefulness that makes us happy."

Why do I always complain ? If the lecturer gave me a lot of assignments, I'll complain. /Sigh

Stop complaining and sighing, Syaza. You can make a difference. :)

Oh btw, thank you my sister, Syifa for the video.

Random Things 2

• Don't change to please someone else, change because it makes you a better person.

• Always remember to let the one you're with know how important they are before its to late to show them. Love out loud.

• Pencils are made with erasers to give you 2nd chance but the real logic is eraser on the pencil was made small for you. ♥

• When a girl tells you about her problems it does not mean that she complains. She trusts you.

• Just because I dont cry, doesn’t mean my heart won’t. Just because I come off as strong, doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.♥

• That awkward moment when your mom sits down next to you while you're on the computer.

• The reason why people give up so fast is because they tend to look at how far they still have to go, instead of how far they have gotten.

• We're not afraid to take risks, we're just afraid that they wouldn't be worth it.

• Bitch you're like twelve, why do you have an iPhone?

• A picture speaks a thousand words, but with photoshop, it tells a thousand....... LIES! 

• Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize how wonderful you are, doesn't mean you shine any less.

• My problem is that I can't stay mad; I always end up forgiving people even if they don't deserve it.

Stumble

Weird Site :
My twitter friend (or should I say my twitter follower) gave me this site -> http://beautifulbl.webs.com/
OMG ! why she suddenly gave me a gay site ?! That site is full with gay movies. I am not a freak who loves watching weird movies. -.-

Do you know the meaning of 'Yaoi'? :
Hmm, anime maniacs always say 'Yaoi, yaoi'.. At first I didn't know the meaning of 'Yaoi'.. I thought 'Yaoi' is like 'Oi' in Japanese LOL.. So I googled it and the actual meaning of 'Yaoi' is -> a slang meaning 'boys love' or homosexuality that is used in the japanese language. Popular with fangirls who like their favorite anime guys to kiss. 
:O Creepy fangirls.. They like... guys to kiss ?! Pure disgusting. Oh well.. We're living in a weird world for sure.


Stuffs that you must know :
Don't call Japanese people 'Jap'. Jap was considered primarily offensive. You know what I mean right ? It's like calling indonesian people 'Indon'.
So, please avoid saying Jap or Indon.

Some Shit

If you are gay, you are probably gonna love this shit -> http://www.gayauthors.org/story/Comicality/ifonlyinmydreams/1

I ain't gay .. or lesbian LOL so I find the story is pretty disgusting.. Some said the author of the story is one of their favourite authors.. Yes, it is undeniable that the way the author wrote the story was pretty impressive but GAY story ?! hmm call me closed-minded or what, but still.. this kind of story is DISGUSTING. Maybe because I live in a very conservative country that's why I just can't accept this kind of story.

http://www.gayauthors.org/comicality/stories.html
I've been reading the stories from this site.. The stories are pretty cool.. But if there are any gay sections in the story, I'll pass.

Sorry Luanlegacy. I can be friends with gay people. I just don't wanna know how do gay people make out with each other or whatever. It's PURE disgusting for straight people like myself.
Don't get me wrong tho. I like gay people HAHAHA.. because they're funny & more understanding.. Eventhough sometimes they can be bitch.. But who cares ! :)

Don't hate me for expressing my opinion.

Oh btw, have you guys seen Luanlegacy's videos on youtube ? Funny shits man ! The man talk like super fast and super gay(which I like).. He's a funny man for sure.
If you haven't seen his videos, go to -> http://www.youtube.com/user/luanlegacy
I am not his promoter manager or what.. I am just one of his fans <3

Random Things

• YouTube : "This video is not available in your country". Its like, where the heck am I from? NARNIA?

• Give your enemy a thousand chances to become your friend. But don't ever give your friend a single chance to become your enemy.

• Fact: Children in the dark make accidents, but accidents in the dark make children.

• #NoteToFemales - Have respect for your own bodies. Don't dress like you are a whore, hoe, skank, slut. It's NOT a good look.

• I'm telling the truth, then i smiled, and then, They think I'm lying.

• You're 8, you have a cell phone, facebook, ipod, boyfriend, and a laptop. Believe it or not, When I was 8, I had a jumping rope.

• FB is where you realize how different you are from people. Twitter is where you realize, there are people who knows exactly how you feel.

• Facebook is full of friends you went to school with. Twitter is full of friends you "wish" you went to school with.

• Always remember, if you can dream it, you can achieve it. Don't lost hope because Nothing is impossible.

• Some people are real, some people are fake, some people are good.. and then other people are just REALLY GOOD at being FAKE.

• Trust is like an eraser. It gets smaller & smaller after each mistake.