Up and Down

Well this week.. It's a bitter sweet week ? hehe. It's nice that we've told people that we're *ehem ehm*.. and it's sad that.. I found out she's moving out. It's okay though, that's her choice hehe. Can't stop her. Maybe she's not comfortable staying here. Who knows ? :) As long as she's happy.. I'm happy :) It's not like she's living the college for good.

Last Friday, :'(
Bekah is leaving After School.. Yeah, she's leaving for good this time. She is my favourite After School member. I like her because she is so friendly and the way she talks in Korean is so cute. Yeah she's american-korean. For her, Korean is not her first language. She's still learning Korean language and the culture. It's sad that she's leaving Korea before she can fully 'embrace' her own culture.... before she can talk Korean fluently.
The reason she's leaving - Unknown.
Pledis (Her company) said she wanted to pursue her REAL dream.. and that is.. become a Designer. Yeah, she's very talented at drawing. She always doodle something whenever she feels bored. :) I've seen her artworks before and I know she can be a very awesome designer.. She said she wanted to design After School's album in the future.. aww how sweet she is :')

BUT!

I don't think that is the main reason she's leaving. No.. Bekah is not the type who will LEAVE after school members(especially Kahi) just like that. No. There's something fishy going on. Before Pledis announced her withdrawal from the group, Kahi, Jungah, Jooyeon, Lizzy.. tweeting something weird. Jungah is like trying to told us that someone lied to them.
After I do the math, reading all their tweets..
Me and other fans think that Avex lied to the girls. Avex is a very BIG company at Japan. The girls signed the contract under Avex (they are planning to debut at Japan so they must find a company that can help them.. so they chose Avex) Before this, Avex already make some BIG problem.. and that was.. spliting the DBSK members.
Okay, I think Bekah is leaving because Avex make her. Pledis has lost control of the Girls because.. pledis is just a small company compared to Avex.
After Pledis announced Bekah's withdrawal.. Avex suddenly said that they will make an audition for Japanese Girls to join After School. CLEARLY there's something fishy here.
Bekah's leaving After School a month before their Japanese debut and two months before After School Originals set to debut. Bekah already recorded all the songs. If Bekah wants to leave, why not leave BEFORE she recorded all the songs ?!
Avex set a few traps to the girls. Avex used Namie Amuro to get After School. I think Avex got a lil grudge to SNSD because SNSD didnt pick them.. they picked UniversalMusic instead. Most of SM artists are under Avex but SNSD.. who can give them a lot of money went to UniversalMusic. Avex must be a lil pissed that their BIG income has gone. Avex decided to add 1 japanese girl in the group so AS will gain more fame. If they add the girl, then AS will be 10 members group. They don't want that. They want AS to be 9 members group so it's gonna be the same like SNSD.. They thought by kicking bekah, it'll be all good.
To be honest Avex, kicking Bekah is a BAD move !! Bekah is really talented. I think she's even more talented than Kahi herself. You kicking out this girl.. means you're in a big trouble. I want my old AS !! Fuck you Avex ! Fuck you..

Its been a long time

It has been quite a long time I never update my blog. Well, yeah, I've been busy with my college life. Class from 9 am until 6 pm. Attending the classes is tiring okay :( Luckily the lecs never give us TOO many assignments.. but to be honest, I think this semester gonna be the most tiring semester ever. I thought semester 2 was tiring but heck no ! Semester 3 is way more tiring. It's like I've been living in hell :(

So, this semester I get to learn new subjects. Like Cost Accounting and Law. Okay, seriously, I don't even know what is Law. I've attended Law class twice already but still don't know what the purpose we learn this subject. I don't know what the hell law is.. what the contracts are all about.. what is section 3.. The lec was so fast ! I mean she teaches us very very very fast. First, she was teaching us Chapter 1, then 30 mins after that, she moves on to another chapter. Dude ! 30 mins for Chapter 1 ?! I know its only the INTRO of Law but heck ! why so fast ? When the lec said "am I going to fast?".. all the students said "No!" -_- dude, she is going too damn fast ! No need to lie -_- well, its true that her class is boring and make us so damn sleepy and everybody wanna end the class early but HECK ! she's TOO FAST ! I can't even catch up -_-
Another boring class, BEL. Look, I love English but the lec makes me feel like I wanna throw up whenever I hear English Language. I'm sorry but its the truth, the class is boring. Nothing interesting. Hope she can make the subject more interesting instead of making us fall asleep.

Okay, enough with those boring subjects. Now, I wanna talk a lil bit with what's going on with my life. I've been ignoring someone this past few days. I feel so freakin' guilty about it but.. I think its the best thing to do for now. Let everything cool down. I mean, the person im trying to avoid has changed so much ! I wanna be friends with this person like last semester. I would love to hang out with this person again. but this person attitude.. completely changed. :( Make me feel sad a lil bit. Everytime I see this person, I feel so awkward. Hey person, do you remember when the last time we hang out ? I wanna be friends with you again. Good old times.

Btw, I made a twitter and tumblr account just for Malaysian After School's fans. www.twitter.com/AfterSchoolMY and www.afterschoolmas.tumblr.com
Hmm, as I expected, After School is not that famous among Malaysian KPOP fans. Oh well, hope more malaysians notice their talents.

Alright, thats all for now :]