Hari Belia = Kpop concert ?

I heard lots of Kpop groups coming to Malaysia for Hari Belia like Ukiss, Dal Shabet, Teen Top & so on. 


Okay, I am a kpop fan. A delusional one lol. Yes, I like Kpop & stuff. 
& then I hear about Hari Belia turning into a KPOP concert. ramai la orang duk condemn Hari Belia ni.
I've never been to Hari Belia before, so I decided to search about Hari Belia on google. 


"Himpunan Jutaan Belia is the entry of globalization which promises you golden opportunities, let it be in the field of education, spiritual, entrepreneurship, skills, sports and recreation."

Okay, so, education, spiritual, entreprenuership, skills, sports and recreation. 

So, menjemput Kpop-Kpop artists ni memang tak kena dengan tema nya. Memang la ramai yang condemn nye. 

Even I as a kpop fan rase tak sesuai ajak artis kpop-kpop ni untuk Hari Belia. 

Pain in the ass, am I ?

I grew up in a family where you can't run from politics. I've heard my parents talking about politics since I was young.
Well, I don't find politics interesting at all.. but I know a little bit about politics.
Politics... its complicated & sometimes its pain in the ass. I know why some people is not interested with politics because you tend to find it a waste of time.


Pain in the ass, am I is the title.
I may not know much about politics but I do care about it. You can't just jump into conclusion that "this kid is fucked up, bet she doesn't know what shes talking about"
If I didn't know what the hell I'm talking about, I won't just blatantly say about it.


anyway, thank you.

Gay

What comes to your mind when whenever you saw these words - "Korean Boy Groups" ?

To Kpop fans, cool bunch of guys in one group singing their hearts out and dancing flawlessly.

Meanwhile

To non-Kpop fans, non other than .... gay . 

Yes, G.A.Y. you got me. GAY.

you know why ? because ..

1. Most korean guys act cute(you know, like do aegyo & stuff . Saying "bboing bboing" in a cute why and stuff)

2. They also very touchy(yeah, they hug each other)

3. The way they dress

4. Most of them are pretty boys/flower boys

5. ... Well, you can list it by yourself

Yes, most of them act cute, hug other guys.. but THAT does not make them gay. 

If they didn't say they're gay, then shut the fvck up, will ya ?

I'm sick & tired hearing people say "oh look ! that's korean gay band .. man they're such a gay"

If you think they're gay, its either you're very closed minded or .. your brain just fvck up

NU'EST

Introducing.. NU'EST

how to pronounce it ?

Oh, its not 'Newest' it's 'NEW EAST'

They are the first male group from Pledis Entertainment. Yay! After School got lil' brothers now ^^

My bias in NU'EST for now ? It's Minhyun. The guy on the far left. 

He is so tall.

'How come you already have a bias before they debut?' 

Duuuuh, because of looks of course lol

Bias in After School

Biases in After School.

To be honest, I got into After School because of Nana. 

Yes, Nana was my first bias in After School.

When I first watched After School performing Because of You live on MuBank, Nana quickly caught my attention. 'Who the hell is this beautiful chick?' came into my mind.

Then I searched online about Nana and After School. Checked out Because of You MV. Falling inlove with Nana... and the song!

Nana became my first bias for like... 2/3 weeks ?

Then, here comes, JungAh, she replaced Nana LOL.

I started to like JungAh after I watched their debut MV, AH! She was so damn sexy in that video LOL.

JungAh became my bias until BANG! mv came out.

My bias immediately changed after I saw BANG! mv. Bekah.. she was.. HSDHJDLADLAHKJGA! haha!

Bekah became my bias until now :)

Lately, E-young is messing up with my bias list. :S

My bias list: (for now)

1. Bekah

2. JungAh, E-young

3. Kahi, Nana

4. Lizzy, Raina, Uie & Juyeon

a little honesty

a little honesty

"” Don’t Hold Your Breath ” by Nicole Scherzinger

This song explain simply what I felt and what was going on inside after all this time.  

This isn’t about a boyfriend heartbreak, this is about giving everything you had to the someone’s or something’s and facing the consequences of being taken advantage of.

I just felt that you guys needed some honesty.

I’m so thankful for those who truly cared about me and for those who still do.

I just needed to let it out guys.  Believe me, I loved performing and still do but there are things that I could never explain…

When they tell you that you’re not enough. That you quite don’t meet their standards yet. Fuck it. You don’t need that kind of negativity.

In the end it’s about being happy with who you are and what truly is important to you.  That in the end, whatever they want from you isn’t important. 

it’s about you.

peace, love & God Bless

-b

ps: yes. i just swore. haha i’m not perfect."

When I heard the news that shes graduating from After School, my heart was torn into pieces. Rebekah Kim. She was my bias. I love her MORE than Kahi, JungAh, Sooyoung, Juyeon, Uie, Raina, Nana, Lizzy & E-young. 

The day that she said shes leaving After School & Korea.. I know that there is something fishy going on here.. & then BOOM ! she told us the truth.

The truth that I can never forget how bastard some people is. How this world has become so stupid. 

To know that all the girls put a fake smile especially Bekah during the graduation photo shoot..

To know that Kahi was hurting during their last fan meet with Bekah..

To know that pledisboss pretending that his r/ship with Bekah is just fine..

Damnit !! All i want is to see my favourite idol performing ! :'( 

Today, I shed a few tears yet again. It is so painful to bear with all these. Yes, I'm a kpop freak, thats why I am like this. Deal with it.

"If you think I'm coming back, dont hold your breath"

She is not coming to After School. No, she is not. I gotta start believing the truth.

I hope someday she'll comeback with a solo album. She deserves the recognition that she didn't get it during After School days.

I miss the old After School. I miss their AH, DIVA & BOY days.. Those days were the glorious days for After School & Playgirlz/boyz. With original members in it.. with Bekah in it. ahh, good days. Now the good days already gone. & I think Kahi has losing her control towards After School. No more fierce After School. We don't see that anymore. 

Bekah's recent tumblr post has open my eyes. All this long, I thought Pledis is a good company. Better than SMEnt.. but actually, Pledis is just the same like SM. Or maybe even worse than SM. Pledis is not good at marketing the girls. That is why After School is getting worse. Even their concepts are getting worse. I feel like I wanna give up from being a playgirlz.. but I just can't.. Too many memories with them since 2009. Too many memories with Bekah :'(

I miss the old After School. The real korean pussycatdolls.

blink once

"I wish I could disappear and never come back 

I wish I was born & raised @ another country

I never like this feelings lately

Luckily Kpop can make me forget all the things that keep bugging around me"